Love in the end, only scarred heart

I am an emotional person is not easy, my friends nicknamed me as an insulator.
I thought I would never fall in love with anyone, also naive to think that even if one day I may love a person, but if in the end had to separate, then the injury, must be him, not me. Perhaps my thinking is too naive, and perhaps feel that I need God to change his innocent punish it! Now, I really understand, that love to last only a scarred heart.
three years ago, I, just graduated from university. With a heart filled with the perfect set foot on the remote hope for success of the road, I thought I would achieve the ideal, but the cruel reality of my vision turned into a beautiful full of foam did not say, but also the exchange of this foreign land soil of despair.
I will set foot on the road home the night before, I'm in the supermarket Xia Guang, see if I can before I go get some useful lessons for the future is also home to more new words and so on. Sure enough, believe it to see my favorite Lang jelly, but also the cherry flavor. Oh! Honor your mother to take home, so my mom nagging her the daughter have no conscience. Really! I may be in the evil it! Otherwise, how will the plot of the TV happened to me?向那 jelly out of my delicate hand while the other hand stretched over orchids. Of course, I'm going fast enough it! Hand, I'm looking at the perplexing funny man. Oh, no, it should be a big boy. I think he certainly did not think my speed faster than him, but the plot did not think TV really played it in real life!
Alas! Really is not fun, romance finally the point, unfortunately met a silly B. Who cares, go. I turned away, did not think that silly B hugged me confused, but also with a tearful voice said: Jinger, you make me a good hard look! You're finally back! Wow, disgusting, covered in goose bumps off the floor, I would like a conditioned reflex broke away his claws, but unfortunately, this seemingly fragile strength is a big boy staggering. I Xiuyou gas, because in this huge supermarket, so seductive lens has already attracted a lot of the audience, I was a girl home to the unique lack of modesty, coupled with the powerful and the evil, and finally a witch usually I resorted to the Mo Gong said, and roared: You're super crazy! Let me go, I'm not quiet ah. I am me, let go ah!
Jinger, do not. I already know is wrong, I promise I will listen to you all, you would not escape! That crazy actually really began to cry. Oh, MyGod! This time I know, if he is not sick so I'm sick!
You crazy, I do not know you, you're wrong person! Let me go, do not let go I'm going to call the cops! I really do not know how to do but to hope that he will exhaust all means to let go, and if let go his hold, and I really want to crash.
you follow me home [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I'll let you go! I swear, neuropathy, a world with only the most sad eyes looking at me. I have my mental well depressed! How could this be?
little baby girl, come back with him, so he apologized to you, what can not forgive? Do not, and he Ouqi it! Come back to it! The play of his too realistic, and to coax out a chime of grandmother.
Yes ah! Look at him so sincerely forgive him you were on it this time! He is mistaken, little sister! An aunt has kindly said.
sister, you up with my brother home! Otherwise there will be a bear eat you. Said a little innocent boy.

over, they all thought I was [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and he is a right, it is really over the next! This time I really cried out!
quiet! Please forgive me this time, I really did not mean to. If again the next time, I swear I head! He, he, he actually knelt in front of the face of so many people down. Now I really jumped into the Yellow River is also Xi Buqing it [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]! It seems a few days ago who helped me work out the master of life really is guilty of peach ah infinite discernment!
see this more and more gathered in the audience, understand, and my sympathy for that silly B become apparent. I know we do not get out, definitely there will be journalists had joined in the fun, when scenes may be too wonderful!
crazy! Gone home. I am not angry! No way, when necessary, acting also good.
Really? I said yes, he fell suspicious. I really do not understand what he was doing in the end?
do not believe it? Forget it, I go home. Well, knowing that cramp did not want to break free, but I still tried in vain.
he really can act, but also tears just to hear me on that soon breaks through his tears, Well, friends did not forget to say thank you to the crowd. Do you think I say that he is crazy right now!
in full view of his arms around my waist (called arms around, in fact, kidnapping) to leave the supermarket, pushing and smiling the bike pulled me into a luxury car. Alas! A normal person, a neuropathy, which would say clearly. Well, with him, watching his nature should not be bad, at least not sell me, take me to see him go!
about half an hour, the car finally stopped, I flew off (no way, in fact, he carry me off, and maybe he was afraid I would run it) to look, God! A big villa. I was wondering how can we have one of their own, he actually pulled inside the house I go running, I was going to tell him Do not be silly, people will be charged Sichuangminzhai go, the house has two servants look like people meet up, I quickly closed my eyes, waiting for the arrival of a fist, they that out: less Lord, you're finally back! I conditioned reflex of opened his eyes, in their eyes, under very affectionate surprise walked inside. I understand this is considered, this person is not just a general neurology, but the wind was the wind, to rain to rain super super crazy!
do not know how much this house, anyway, he told me to come so far, I have not had time to figure out the situation, I feel this is really flying, free-fall feeling really special, I seem to students felt the breath of pain, feeling full of fear my thoughts, can be strange, I have a soft place to fall. I then open my eyes. Ga! A pillow, a quilt over, miserable! This is the bed. Finished, finished! My heart cry.
since this is your bed, Jinger! He is like chameleon, and instantly become soft like water.
what? This is not my home, this is your home, my home next to the supermarket! Crazy! Wan Jitian fine with me coming, but take it as their own home now I can not digest any case, not to mention I was only a substitute Jinger, so Jinger come back I still have to go, if true to the time, I home where is it? But what is the use
protest, I can change something, but I always change my status at the moment is Jinger substitute. Oh, sad! How could I be so lucky? Miserable, my ticket fell through! Brrfoo
I think the next thing would definitely be very exciting, especially when such Jinger back. But the day after and I thought they were completely different from me in his life every day in prison, (only in the army for my villa is free) In addition to the daily meal time to see get his , the other side is simply the time to see him be prohibitively difficult. In addition to that with my laptop, in addition to his servants, and people occasionally talk for a while (his family's servants are like me, because they think I'm special), and the rest of the entertainment would only be a bed. In fact, I thought not let my friends come and save me, but God knows What kind of place (because I motion sickness, was kidnapped the day came when I was lying in the car.) Moreover, he has nothing too much to ask, so gradually abandoned the idea out.
tell the truth, his behavior is fine, especially for me is simply responsive.
day, I suddenly whim, want to try the feelings of his Jinger, and I have a big opening, 150 million. I thought he would embarrass me to say so, not the wizard said nothing, he pulled into my hands a card, said dismissively of the sentence: This is more than 1.5 million. I put the card backhand throw in his face, shouted at him to unreasonable: even if someday I want to engulf your possessions, you will not even bat an eye? I thought he would be moved to flat my meal, or lack of will call me greedy, or angrily to kick me out, I did not realize he was gentle with his unique said to me: Yes, as long as you want!
you, you crazy! I am not aspiring to cry, do not know is that envy or jealousy, mental acid to death anyway.
From that day on, I told him extraordinarily gentle, and even better is that he wants the Jinger mouth. The strange thing is that from that day on, sometimes a week, sometimes a month or even two or three months have not see his shadow, even if occasionally see him, he will either be silent, or to find excuses to leave. Day was really boring.
one day, I am bored of panic, I knocked on the computer outlet, looking at his description of the sort of person Hu's image, and suddenly my flash, Kazakhstan, the way I want him to post to the web . Too happy. Busy for most of the day, feeling like his portraits seem to have one-third of that screwed up again. I am proud to forum a million, was thinking of when he looks at the feelings when I did not realize the mouse flash, I painted the portrait was gone, when my righteous cry, actually a lot of guy on the screen, and screamed the top, who Enquiry, I was surprised that a person looks and jumped into the similarly neuropathy in my eyes.
Name: Qin Jianqing
Age: 26

he Qin Jianqing, is not it? He clearly told me that he called the sky, did not he has a twin brother or brother? Of his house more than 2 million? Joke, I think he and ordinary people no different ah? Oh, dizzy, do what ah? Mistaken identity may like it!
I asked him what in the end who do work, he told me he is ordinary people, ordinary work. My bedroom next to his bedroom, the only time I have been (he volunteered to take me to), which in addition to a bed, a computer, consequently, that I am really disappointed to the extreme, naturally, will not generate curiosity in his bedroom! He did not then I've been invited!
the time off really fast Oh! Between nightmare, After looking at what, today stayed a whole year already, although up to now I still do not know anything about him, but I trust in him, and he told me to leave now if I think I absolutely could not bear some the.
I took a jelly in the fridge, cherry flavor, I just watched innocently laugh. Disappointment of hope in countless seconds, I decided to go back to bed, after his bedroom when his room seemed to sound, I thought he was, twisting the twisted door. Squeak, the door actually opened, and I slowly walked in, ah! I'm scared to exclaim, plastered his room and I actually look exactly the same portrait of the person, needless to say this is definitely quiet, no wonder he would become her I misunderstood. Really, the world's people who are really so similar, and even dress alike. The computer screen is in a protected, static on the screen saver looks so beautiful. Static and dynamic, such as words, such as the quiet eyes, skin as creamy. For a moment I look silly, do not you ask what is the point completely static, what is to me, it seems that I was quiet, quiet are the
I opened my shaking his computer, he did not set up unexpectedly, password, a title on the desktop as tears doll caught my attention, anyway, were all brought to curiosity, and do not look too too exciting.
saw a broken heart If I had known then I would not kill me curious, I really do not know what kind of word to describe the feelings of that time, you do not know quiet what he said were the original made up, his career is already perfect jealousy, write novels, but when his graffiti boring, the whole me and everything he called the idea but he had a good plot, his imagination is too accurate, Almost all the development in accordance with his imagination, just imagine there will be an accurate accident, there will be no more perfect a perfect moment, and I'm not careful Wickers although not able to change the tearful outcome, but at least I became active who leave early.
fact, I discovered a long time ago to get out the door, but I do not want to leave, and now I was smiling away, after all, more than a year in this freeload, tears, What is it? Not valuable. Just do not understand when I fell in love with him, and love was so dead set. Today had to leave, ha ha, I want to on the day of shouts and maybe it really is my wishful thinking! Real life, not a Snow White, Cinderella never change. I'm just one of his doll, his novels have been written to end soon, and I stay in here to an end. But I know the truth: do not under any circumstances insulator is an insulator, insulator into a conductor once, it will be more crazy than the real conductor, more persistent. If the injury is more serious than imagined. Love is gone, my heart is broken; the tears, the heart down then. That love to last only a scarred heart.
autumn in my misty eyes, reluctantly left the patch sadly. My indifference, I mean enough to allow each of friends around me baffled, I was silent, to silence the song
see him again this time because of his book, but it becomes subject the puppet master's tears. I lay in bed, quietly weeping [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], quietly desolate, past fragments of unusual clarity, Tap, suddenly there came a knock on the door brought me back to reality, I tried to swallow the bitter tears, because I really do not want to see my friend embarrassed. The door opened, stand out impressively crazy, oh, who should not know (because I do not please in the end points which is his real name). Moment, I am stunned in the wake, wake up again under the sidewalks. I sigh a big boy who then how the sun will become so embarrassed; I sigh when he saw me he tears rolling down the desolate his gentle hold me, I touched his thin, emaciated face, feel his body gives me peace of mind. At that moment, I know I do not cry
words, do not need any of the media, he took my hand and gently stroked the back cover of the book. Powder blue writing that strong and committed exception: love in the end, only scarred heart!

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